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okay, let's start off with the good...
O.A.R. freakin ROCKED last night. oh my gawd two new favorite songs in one day...not sure if i can handle it! like seriously the best show i've seen thus far and that's like my 6th or 7th show in less than a year. need to find a booleg of it even though there were some techinal problems at the beginning. oh o.a.r. how i heart thee
now with how shitty my day has been. and seriously, it prolly isn't even that shitty of a day except that i'm exhausted because i didn't get back from the show til 2am. first off, group tests in government...yeah not hot seeing as how i was in the group where NO ONE studied and the fact that each group made up the questions...wtf is that? i think it should say something that my grade on tests in that class have gone down each time i take one. hi, like to be responsible for MYSELF not a group grade where people can make you start doubting your answer even if it's the right one. so okay, over the fact i'll prolly get a C on my test, i'm all depressed for NO REASON. so i go through the rest of my day with a tired headache being like i need to take out my contacts but i can't see with my glasses because the prescribition is wrong type of thing going on which doesn't impress me. i attempt some hw then go to the twin's for dinner (which was excellent and much needed) but in the process her roommate's blue highlighter stains my hands blue (awesome i love looking like i gave a hj to papa smurf, which if you know me, i don't do anyway) oh, and my BIG bag of m&m's fell off my desk and under my bed (sooo not hot) and my cell phone did the SAME thing (equally unimpressed). so anywho, get back from the twin's place and drink a few because, as i've mentioned, i'm all depressed about nothing and have a whole bunch of stupid work to do. the boy comes over and informs me he won't be spending the night...oh great, one more thing to add to the "let's be depressed over nothing" category. then shit happens to lau, no clue how to comfort her because i suck at that type of shit. then the boy leaves. and then i'm all talking to twin and start crying for NO REASON. yes, still not getting any of this work i have to do done. while i'm crying i get a bloody nose. yeah, that's hot. so here i am, crying for the first time since, like, i don't remember with a bloody nose and blue hands from the highlighter and homework to do. yeah, my night has been AWESOME. so now here i am, buzzed and like, umm yeah this whole homework thing i'm just not feeling, but if ya know me you know i can't go without reading a chapter out of a book even if NO ONE ELSE reads it. i just feel guilty.
speaking of feeling guilty. i think i do judge people way tooooooo fast. like if people's first impression lasted as long as it did with me, then i'd be screwed. because really i'm not like what my first impression prolly is at allll. i know in high school a lot of people thought i was some kind of snobby bitch, but really i'm just shy. therefore, i'm scared to talk to people that i don't know. but once you know me...oh gosh, watch out. i don't shut up and i talk about the stupidest shit everrrrrrrrrr. so to those out there, i'm sorry if i've been too quick to judge...i wish things were different even if not for my own good.
okay, i should probably reallllly do homework now so peace out sea trout
O.A.R. freakin ROCKED last night. oh my gawd two new favorite songs in one day...not sure if i can handle it! like seriously the best show i've seen thus far and that's like my 6th or 7th show in less than a year. need to find a booleg of it even though there were some techinal problems at the beginning. oh o.a.r. how i heart thee
now with how shitty my day has been. and seriously, it prolly isn't even that shitty of a day except that i'm exhausted because i didn't get back from the show til 2am. first off, group tests in government...yeah not hot seeing as how i was in the group where NO ONE studied and the fact that each group made up the questions...wtf is that? i think it should say something that my grade on tests in that class have gone down each time i take one. hi, like to be responsible for MYSELF not a group grade where people can make you start doubting your answer even if it's the right one. so okay, over the fact i'll prolly get a C on my test, i'm all depressed for NO REASON. so i go through the rest of my day with a tired headache being like i need to take out my contacts but i can't see with my glasses because the prescribition is wrong type of thing going on which doesn't impress me. i attempt some hw then go to the twin's for dinner (which was excellent and much needed) but in the process her roommate's blue highlighter stains my hands blue (awesome i love looking like i gave a hj to papa smurf, which if you know me, i don't do anyway) oh, and my BIG bag of m&m's fell off my desk and under my bed (sooo not hot) and my cell phone did the SAME thing (equally unimpressed). so anywho, get back from the twin's place and drink a few because, as i've mentioned, i'm all depressed about nothing and have a whole bunch of stupid work to do. the boy comes over and informs me he won't be spending the night...oh great, one more thing to add to the "let's be depressed over nothing" category. then shit happens to lau, no clue how to comfort her because i suck at that type of shit. then the boy leaves. and then i'm all talking to twin and start crying for NO REASON. yes, still not getting any of this work i have to do done. while i'm crying i get a bloody nose. yeah, that's hot. so here i am, crying for the first time since, like, i don't remember with a bloody nose and blue hands from the highlighter and homework to do. yeah, my night has been AWESOME. so now here i am, buzzed and like, umm yeah this whole homework thing i'm just not feeling, but if ya know me you know i can't go without reading a chapter out of a book even if NO ONE ELSE reads it. i just feel guilty.
speaking of feeling guilty. i think i do judge people way tooooooo fast. like if people's first impression lasted as long as it did with me, then i'd be screwed. because really i'm not like what my first impression prolly is at allll. i know in high school a lot of people thought i was some kind of snobby bitch, but really i'm just shy. therefore, i'm scared to talk to people that i don't know. but once you know me...oh gosh, watch out. i don't shut up and i talk about the stupidest shit everrrrrrrrrr. so to those out there, i'm sorry if i've been too quick to judge...i wish things were different even if not for my own good.
okay, i should probably reallllly do homework now so peace out sea trout