Love
I'm in love with 3 people. What do I do?crap this is silly. i feel like a little love sick kid heh. heres my situation:
Darren: Darren is amazing hes the first person who makes me feel alive. hes listens to my problems and just*sigh* hes amazing. i want to be with him, he makes me happy.he makes me smile. we really connect.we get along so good together. its like he would be my perfect lover, someone I could love forever and i picture being with him forever.hes amazing, oh so amazing.He is just perfect, in every way. plus. he is a hottie.
Jenn: oh jenn isnt perfect and up until last month i hand't talked to her since we broke up in october.but, she knows me so well. and even though she hurt me badly, shes starting to grow on me. i cant say I love her, but i cant say i will never be with her again.i look at her and its like im looking at something that belongs. i feel like she hold peice of myself inside her. she knows exactly what i want, and how to give it to me in everyway:p. plus she has this sexual animal thing about her, she could always make me hot.shes not perfect, shes not amazing. but when i look into her eyes, i feel something that has long been gone inside of me.i know someday, she can make me whole.she probably is the one, i just haven't realized it yet.
Kate:kate is a god. she isnt amazingly hot and she isnt a model. but shes wonderful.she always makes me smile when i feel like shit.i love her and I dont know why. maybe because shes crazy, maybe because shes funky and weird, or maybe because she has beautiful lips that i so badly want to kiss, but never will, because her heart belongs to someone else.and maybe i love her because I can never have her. who knows
so honestly, what is my best choice to choose?
Darren: Darren is amazing hes the first person who makes me feel alive. hes listens to my problems and just*sigh* hes amazing. i want to be with him, he makes me happy.he makes me smile. we really connect.we get along so good together. its like he would be my perfect lover, someone I could love forever and i picture being with him forever.hes amazing, oh so amazing.He is just perfect, in every way. plus. he is a hottie.
Jenn: oh jenn isnt perfect and up until last month i hand't talked to her since we broke up in october.but, she knows me so well. and even though she hurt me badly, shes starting to grow on me. i cant say I love her, but i cant say i will never be with her again.i look at her and its like im looking at something that belongs. i feel like she hold peice of myself inside her. she knows exactly what i want, and how to give it to me in everyway:p. plus she has this sexual animal thing about her, she could always make me hot.shes not perfect, shes not amazing. but when i look into her eyes, i feel something that has long been gone inside of me.i know someday, she can make me whole.she probably is the one, i just haven't realized it yet.
Kate:kate is a god. she isnt amazingly hot and she isnt a model. but shes wonderful.she always makes me smile when i feel like shit.i love her and I dont know why. maybe because shes crazy, maybe because shes funky and weird, or maybe because she has beautiful lips that i so badly want to kiss, but never will, because her heart belongs to someone else.and maybe i love her because I can never have her. who knows
so honestly, what is my best choice to choose?