confused
I feel as if the world is whirling around me and i'm completely lost. I had thought that I had found love and at it's moments I have I'm happy and glad that I have someone to share my life with but the more little things that happend that doesn't go as planned I feel as if I've wasted my life witha c omplete moron who cares only about himself and i'm out to care for myself. The past couple of days i have felt as if I was never ment to be happy in this world. I dont understand how i could love someone who is so self endulged. I am the girl, I am the one with pms and I shouold be theone who gets to bitch and moan until I get soemthing my way but as of now it doesn't work that way infact jesse has been the one getting everything he wants and he still wants more with out giving me even an ounce of affection. I am a girl and I do want to be wanted. No matter what I do I feel as if I can't win. I'm scared to not have him any more because I teruly do love him and want him but I don't know if I can live like this. I have needs and I dont mean sex. I mean the feeling ofbeing wanted to be held hugged and kissed. the normal stuff that every girl from here to BFE wants ya know! Well if anyone has any suggestions please letme know!!!