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Ok so i use to have one of these but i got read of it so i am going to convert my other journal onto this page so ya'll can be updated. So you must excuse the long long first one! and it is backwards by date my first entries are at the bottom.
Monday, July 26, 2004
ok so once aagain. alan rocks. he told me he would jump on dee bed with me. what a cool kid he is now my best friend in the entire world. go alan u rock man. and thank u for being there for me to talk to and all 2nite that really meant alot to me even though u offered me a punch in the face haha. meany! but yeah besides that me and justin are pretty much over now but its all good. lisa imed me 2nite because of this whole thing that happened in her journal and we started talkin and got alot of stuff straight and what is really amazing is she use to be my best friend ever and i could talk to her about anything and then it just disappeared one day because of stupid stuff i did. and now it is trully an answer to prayer that we are friends again because i really needed her 2nite to talk to and she really helps me realize to see myself. and not what i want to be seen as. basically she makes me face myself while being there for me at the same time. shes too kewl! but yeah ima go talk to her some more and to my new best friend alan who says munkeys like i do and then go to bed so i will update more later!
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Wow today was a very eventfull day. me and my mom had a little chat 2day about whether or not i have to go to church anymore but i felt kinda sick this mornin so i didnt go. so then around 12 her friend picked me up so i could do babysitt these kids. and my little nephew fell over and hit his head and had to get two stitches. omg my uncle blew a switch that is his little baby blah blah blah when he was the one who was suppose to be watchin him. so he just started stuff with his mom and got in this huge argument. so now our family is all pissy at each other. haha. but yeah. so baby jay didnt want me to leave him he kept sayin "bran please noo bran please" it was soo cute. so i stayed despite the fact i hate hospitals and i was suppose to go to a rolacoaster park today. but yeah after that i went to bed because i didnt feel good all over again and woke up at 9 now i am online updating my journal. oh yes!! and now i am talkin to this dude dustin and he is soo in love with me haha its kinda cute and kinda weird but hes not my type :( sorry boo. i am also talkin to alan which is the coolest kid ever and his friends said they can see a change in him because of the fact i am his friend. that is the most amazing thing eveer!!!rock on. haha. once again i will leave an entry that says POOKIE ROCKS (ALAN). well yeah ima hop off here thats pretty much my day!!!
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Hey!!!! First i would like to take the time to tell Katie i loves her!!!! muah* i love ya gurly. And we will chill before i go to college even if that means takin a day off of work. hehe just for ya! well lets go over my day. i woke up went to work and got pissed at this etheopian chick at my work because she doesnt speak english and was tryin to get all hype with me in her language like i could defend myself. lol. so i started makin up some language and cussed her out lol. but then things got better i worked my booty off. oh yeah i 4got to tell yall i got a car!!!!! whahooooo. go me go me go me. but yeah i was excided. lets see nothin else is really knew i am going to KD 2morrow with a group of friends. maybe i can get katie to hang out with my gurl brandi that day so she is not so bored. hehe. anywho ima bought to go to bed i miss my nunkin. we had an intersting convo on the phone about 3 somes. haha he's my lil freaky freaky!! haha but yeah ima hop off this journal i will update later. sign my guest book sillys.
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Hey its a new day! once again. but yea. me and Justin talked today about alot fo stuff and came the the conclusion that mostly our problems were comin frmo these two gurls who need a life big time. and we decided we will grow from this and not shatter so all you little bitches that thought u can take my man u better back the heck up wench. lol but yeah for the rest of the world i still love you. so far today my computer is being f-disked again. haha and i will finally have fast accurate email and interent. omg! amazin. i think me and daniel are becomin less and less of friends because we seem to be strayin apart. omg. i go to college in like 2 weeks and i am havin massive seperation disorders. i dunno what i am going to do without my BOOO. haha says usher. but i knwo where heis comin from i dont know what i am goin to do without al my people i love yall all so much yall rock my socks off and on. but yeah so far nothing else to interesting has happened. but Justin isnt comin up this weekend and i am soo upset. i miss him soo much. but yeah ima bout to hop off here again and so i will be back lata. Love ya All.!!!
Monday, July 26, 2004
ok so once aagain. alan rocks. he told me he would jump on dee bed with me. what a cool kid he is now my best friend in the entire world. go alan u rock man. and thank u for being there for me to talk to and all 2nite that really meant alot to me even though u offered me a punch in the face haha. meany! but yeah besides that me and justin are pretty much over now but its all good. lisa imed me 2nite because of this whole thing that happened in her journal and we started talkin and got alot of stuff straight and what is really amazing is she use to be my best friend ever and i could talk to her about anything and then it just disappeared one day because of stupid stuff i did. and now it is trully an answer to prayer that we are friends again because i really needed her 2nite to talk to and she really helps me realize to see myself. and not what i want to be seen as. basically she makes me face myself while being there for me at the same time. shes too kewl! but yeah ima go talk to her some more and to my new best friend alan who says munkeys like i do and then go to bed so i will update more later!
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Wow today was a very eventfull day. me and my mom had a little chat 2day about whether or not i have to go to church anymore but i felt kinda sick this mornin so i didnt go. so then around 12 her friend picked me up so i could do babysitt these kids. and my little nephew fell over and hit his head and had to get two stitches. omg my uncle blew a switch that is his little baby blah blah blah when he was the one who was suppose to be watchin him. so he just started stuff with his mom and got in this huge argument. so now our family is all pissy at each other. haha. but yeah. so baby jay didnt want me to leave him he kept sayin "bran please noo bran please" it was soo cute. so i stayed despite the fact i hate hospitals and i was suppose to go to a rolacoaster park today. but yeah after that i went to bed because i didnt feel good all over again and woke up at 9 now i am online updating my journal. oh yes!! and now i am talkin to this dude dustin and he is soo in love with me haha its kinda cute and kinda weird but hes not my type :( sorry boo. i am also talkin to alan which is the coolest kid ever and his friends said they can see a change in him because of the fact i am his friend. that is the most amazing thing eveer!!!rock on. haha. once again i will leave an entry that says POOKIE ROCKS (ALAN). well yeah ima hop off here thats pretty much my day!!!
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Hey!!!! First i would like to take the time to tell Katie i loves her!!!! muah* i love ya gurly. And we will chill before i go to college even if that means takin a day off of work. hehe just for ya! well lets go over my day. i woke up went to work and got pissed at this etheopian chick at my work because she doesnt speak english and was tryin to get all hype with me in her language like i could defend myself. lol. so i started makin up some language and cussed her out lol. but then things got better i worked my booty off. oh yeah i 4got to tell yall i got a car!!!!! whahooooo. go me go me go me. but yeah i was excided. lets see nothin else is really knew i am going to KD 2morrow with a group of friends. maybe i can get katie to hang out with my gurl brandi that day so she is not so bored. hehe. anywho ima bought to go to bed i miss my nunkin. we had an intersting convo on the phone about 3 somes. haha he's my lil freaky freaky!! haha but yeah ima hop off this journal i will update later. sign my guest book sillys.
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Hey its a new day! once again. but yea. me and Justin talked today about alot fo stuff and came the the conclusion that mostly our problems were comin frmo these two gurls who need a life big time. and we decided we will grow from this and not shatter so all you little bitches that thought u can take my man u better back the heck up wench. lol but yeah for the rest of the world i still love you. so far today my computer is being f-disked again. haha and i will finally have fast accurate email and interent. omg! amazin. i think me and daniel are becomin less and less of friends because we seem to be strayin apart. omg. i go to college in like 2 weeks and i am havin massive seperation disorders. i dunno what i am going to do without my BOOO. haha says usher. but i knwo where heis comin from i dont know what i am goin to do without al my people i love yall all so much yall rock my socks off and on. but yeah so far nothing else to interesting has happened. but Justin isnt comin up this weekend and i am soo upset. i miss him soo much. but yeah ima bout to hop off here again and so i will be back lata. Love ya All.!!!