Jun 02, 2006 19:53
I dont even know where to start. But things are not going well, and I have no idea how to fix them. What a way for me to be 'grown'. I seem to be fucking up my whole life, and I have no idea how to do anything at this point. I just dont even want to try...Thats wrong isnt?
I just cant find a reason to care. Its like anything I could possibly do, isnt worth it at all.
And I feel like this is bigger than any other old feeling of sadness and incompletion, and I have not the slighest idea of how to fix my life-or if I want to...