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i am so tired of not having a kid. i am starting to believe that it is not so bad to be a single mom! i, of course, have to wait at least another year so that i do not reverse the surgery process, but I really want one. i've been watching bella (daniels cousin ericas baby!) every weekend for the past few weekends and i am just in love! im so tired of waiting. how easy woud it be, once im skinny, to just go out and find a man with smoking hot features and get some baby juice? hahaha right. but still, i want a kid. im over waiting for the wedding then the baby. who really does that anymore anyway?
