once again.......tis me...
I'm back, finaly, got all my forgotten errands done though so i guess thats a plus....feeling a lil better today...keith had a great day today....good mood and less pain...he has more bad days than good ones but i learn to live with them and cherish the ones i can get....
"raindrops fall in mangled unison on crimson leaves.....teardrops glisten at the sound of
sea............"
me and all my thoughts....my brain is filled with useless knowledge sometimes things just flow...ya know....and if i dont write em down right away the words just float in my brain and jumble up ....sometimes i never get the good ones back...so i do it right away...bear with me thru this process...as i linger on and on....
"love is knowledge..if you know how to work it....love is powerful, even with the least
bit....some, give and give, without receipt....others love and love yet feel deceit...."
keith jsut read the first paragraph of this and acts kinda upset thinking that i dont enjoy him anymore....its not that in the least i have tried to explain....its the simple fact that i need this journal to express my inner thoughts and im determined to doit im determined to express my self on paper (orvia the internet) so i can get my thoughts out of my head and live a normal life of happiness...holding everything in is not a great thing for someone of my mind set to do....i have good days and i have bad but yet so does he just a lil bit more for him latel and he has every right to that feeling...i am jsut dealing with the opposite side of things and it kills me to be on this side of our life....once again.....
"life is like the flickering of a flame.....you get too close it will diminish.......
you breathe too deep it will finish.....you stand away and watch from afar....you'll see
the beauty of a forgotten star...."
well, dear dear diary....i think im gonna close this letter like poem for a while and set my mind back on chaos to see what i can come up wth in a lil bit.....so till next time...tata sweets, Bubblez....
"raindrops fall in mangled unison on crimson leaves.....teardrops glisten at the sound of
sea............"
me and all my thoughts....my brain is filled with useless knowledge sometimes things just flow...ya know....and if i dont write em down right away the words just float in my brain and jumble up ....sometimes i never get the good ones back...so i do it right away...bear with me thru this process...as i linger on and on....
"love is knowledge..if you know how to work it....love is powerful, even with the least
bit....some, give and give, without receipt....others love and love yet feel deceit...."
keith jsut read the first paragraph of this and acts kinda upset thinking that i dont enjoy him anymore....its not that in the least i have tried to explain....its the simple fact that i need this journal to express my inner thoughts and im determined to doit im determined to express my self on paper (orvia the internet) so i can get my thoughts out of my head and live a normal life of happiness...holding everything in is not a great thing for someone of my mind set to do....i have good days and i have bad but yet so does he just a lil bit more for him latel and he has every right to that feeling...i am jsut dealing with the opposite side of things and it kills me to be on this side of our life....once again.....
"life is like the flickering of a flame.....you get too close it will diminish.......
you breathe too deep it will finish.....you stand away and watch from afar....you'll see
the beauty of a forgotten star...."
well, dear dear diary....i think im gonna close this letter like poem for a while and set my mind back on chaos to see what i can come up wth in a lil bit.....so till next time...tata sweets, Bubblez....