Foolish Heart's Reprieve

Apr 12, 2005 13:28

Hello everyone. How are you? I'm okay. Been studying my ass off and getting ready to relax. I just hope that things will be okay by the time I register again in late May. This semester has been really hard. I couldn't stand the fact that I failed two classes miserably, despite the fact that I put in my all. It's something I have to swallow in the meantime so I can get through and graduate, and the sooner I can graduate, the sooner I can go back FOR GOOD. I really miss being home, being with all of my friends. The one person I miss the most is Chad. That poor guy, I put him through some real hell. He didn't deserve to be hurt by me. I didn't deserve to be with you at all, Chad. The time that I was there, I just wished that we were able to spend more time together and be a real couple. Hopefully when I come back, we can make up for it.
I just want to say for the record that I'm not cheating on you. I'm not with anyone right now. I don't intend on being with anyone. I only want to be with YOU, Chad. We talked about getting married and having kids. YOU are still the man I can see myself marrying. Even my family knew that from the get-go. I just hope that you can forgive me for all the wrong I've done, and we can make our relationship stronger than before, 'cause I don't intend on letting you go this time or ever. I love all of you, but mostly my Chad. I love you, please take care and email me soon. I miss you.
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