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Well, today was my second LAN day. I AM SO TIRED! Not a lot of gaming today. We all went to the beach and weren't planning on swimming... my cell phone was in my pocket... We all just decided to jump in... Yeah, my cell phone may very well be ruined... That would suck... I have a hell of a lot of numbers on there... This could be bad, only like, a quarter of them are saved on my sim card... Anywho... Emma came to the LAN... All I can say is wow... Scott, I love you more than words could ever express, I hope you know that. You mean the world to me. Why can't I shake this feeling when I know the thought is untrue? Maybe it will go away with sleep. I know you love me... I know you want to be with me... I know you enjoy my company... Maybe I'm just wishing for the bottom to fall out even harder than before... It's almost like things are too good to be true... The bottom always seems to drop out... Maybe I'm trying to get it over with because I'm trying to not get hurt... I guess I just have to realize, that the bottom isn't going to drop out this time. You aren't going to hurt me. Everything is perfect... and you're mine... forever...