green wave

Feb 09, 2001 23:13

:(
i went to a delbarton hockey game w/ my friend jen and it got me thinking. they are about the same size as kinnelon, but they have so much spirt. it was so nice seeing them all cheering for each other and chanting and all this awesome stuff kinnelon know's nothing about....today was a bad night. i just always think about how... i dunno....i'm unsatisfied with my life...not that there's anything seriously wrong. my family is close, we're well off and all that garbage...but it makes me sad. i just don't feel like anyone knows me. i wanna make some friends who can really see how cool i am. not to sound conceited but i dunno...i feel like in kinnelon, i'm friends with a lot of people on the outside..but none of them understand what i'm all about. people at this age are so selfish as well. they just think about what they can do to benefit themselves and what can make them popular....i hate that. who cares what anyone thinks. be yourself, do want you wanna do. just live to make yourself happy. that's what matters...

i dunno
there's a lot i still need to figure out
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