Jan 31, 2001 22:42
wow! what a day
today in creative writing i'm sitting there w/ Christina looking around at my new class..it consists mostly of people i like..but don't really talk to that often. Matt rozel was in it...he made me feel like an ass...which, i guess i was
it all started...well...i'm not sure when it started. but it started. the 1st half of the year i was in sociology, he was in that class.
he would open his mouth and i would judge whatever came out.....eww i would think.. i just don't see how anyone could be interested in him..he just a jock. he's decent looking but nothing special..does he even have a personality
i regret thinking these things..i hate people who judge others. think they are stupid just cause they skateboard or wear big sweatshirts or whatever.
but there i was doing the same thing
so fast forward to the 1st day of creative writing...here we are doing some brainstorming exercise and Matt is asked to read what he wrote...it wasn't like something incredibly inspiring, but it wasn't what i was expecting... i was just impressed to learn he was thinking about something other than football or working out...
so now i feel like the biggest ass hole in the world
partly cause i was thinking that
partly causes i just wrote that
it's weird. i don;t judge the people that most people judge..i usually give them a chance and stick up for them
but the popular kids..i guess judge them..i feel soo bad.
but at least it helped me realize how wrong i can be