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i can't bring myself to write that report..although my mom keeps asking me how i'm doing and i keep yelling back "almost done"
eh,
i picked my brother up at school w/ my mom today..i like long car rides, plus i needed to spend some time w/ my mommy :)
as we were driving i kept thinking to myself...so many girls would get all excited cause their driving up to this preppy all boy school...but not me..it just seems like the kinda guy i'm looking for wouldn;t enroll in delbarton..then again, that's kinda judgmental. i guess cause i spoke to one guy from their online once..and his profile was all about money and it was the biggest turn off ever!! (i hate money) and then the other guy i met was just really strange...i'm sure not all guys from that school are like that..but i dunno, now i feel bad..
i tend to do this..i say like..oh i hate people that judge others..no one really knows me. blah blah blah...but in reality i sometimes find myself judging those that listen to rap, or dress in preppy clothing...(i dress in preppy clothing....am i just a hypocrite?) i guess it's good that i acknowledge i'm doing it though...
that "no one really knows me" thing kinda makes me think of something else....
no one really does know me
look at me....cute little Meredith, just smiles all day long, chills w/ the "in" crowd (well w/ everyone really but my closest friend is really popular, whether she realizes it or not) wears conservative clothing, is kinda shy
they kinda know i'm passionate about music..it makes them all laugh, thinking i'm a little punk
i really don't listen to punk anymore...more emo if anything
i love ALL music, everclear recently, but really everything...from jimmy eat world, to promise ring, to get up kids, to graham nash and cat stevens...music rules!
they defiantly don;t know how i feel about art, and poetry, and how i long to meet someone who i can talk to...i mean really talk to.
girls are always going around talking about how they "need" a man..and how their are no good guys in kinnelon and they all want nice boyfriends soooo badly
they're probably right about the kinnelon thing....
but, i just want a friend
eh,
i picked my brother up at school w/ my mom today..i like long car rides, plus i needed to spend some time w/ my mommy :)
as we were driving i kept thinking to myself...so many girls would get all excited cause their driving up to this preppy all boy school...but not me..it just seems like the kinda guy i'm looking for wouldn;t enroll in delbarton..then again, that's kinda judgmental. i guess cause i spoke to one guy from their online once..and his profile was all about money and it was the biggest turn off ever!! (i hate money) and then the other guy i met was just really strange...i'm sure not all guys from that school are like that..but i dunno, now i feel bad..
i tend to do this..i say like..oh i hate people that judge others..no one really knows me. blah blah blah...but in reality i sometimes find myself judging those that listen to rap, or dress in preppy clothing...(i dress in preppy clothing....am i just a hypocrite?) i guess it's good that i acknowledge i'm doing it though...
that "no one really knows me" thing kinda makes me think of something else....
no one really does know me
look at me....cute little Meredith, just smiles all day long, chills w/ the "in" crowd (well w/ everyone really but my closest friend is really popular, whether she realizes it or not) wears conservative clothing, is kinda shy
they kinda know i'm passionate about music..it makes them all laugh, thinking i'm a little punk
i really don't listen to punk anymore...more emo if anything
i love ALL music, everclear recently, but really everything...from jimmy eat world, to promise ring, to get up kids, to graham nash and cat stevens...music rules!
they defiantly don;t know how i feel about art, and poetry, and how i long to meet someone who i can talk to...i mean really talk to.
girls are always going around talking about how they "need" a man..and how their are no good guys in kinnelon and they all want nice boyfriends soooo badly
they're probably right about the kinnelon thing....
but, i just want a friend