Oct 05, 2004 10:00
i have another 2 days in china before bording the plane at the night of the 7th and arrive in the morning of the 8th. *takes a deep breathe* dam im gonna cry when i arrive home...does anyone else cry after they've been on holiday with family? Like you dont do it on purpose but its just that you sometimes get so attached to like your cousins and your auntie that half of you want to stay there but the other half half of you really wants to see your friends again. That really didnt make much sense but has anyone else apart from me ever cried the day they came back from a holiday with family? Last time i went on holiday i went alone but you know stayed at family for like 6 weeks..or was it 8? *shrugs* but when i arrived home everything just felt so weird and i felt so alone and i just cried myself to sleep that night and i was kinda all sad and mopey the next few days. Hope i dont cry this time, wanna have at least some quality time with friends without looking like im half depressed or dead.
xo Jason
note to self-
go shopping right now today to finish your shopping.