life is good
i have this awesome calm feeling as if nothing in this world could go wrong. of course i know things "always go wrong" it's how the world is. but this feeling. it seems almost..mystical..i suppose? it seems so fragile. that in a blink of an eye it could be gone. even the slightest whisper could shatter this feeling. i feel this unknown joy inside me just waiting to burst out. but i cant. i'm holding on to something that's preventing it. if only i could let go. just be free. yet..still. i feel happy. truly happy, even though i havent reached my "full potential emotion level" yet. life is good.
on the other hand..school is starting back up. maybe that's what i need to let go. heh. good luck to me and everyone else who must go back! actually, i kinda want to go back. just slightly. i'm going to do better. i really am going to try my best. my best.
on the other hand..school is starting back up. maybe that's what i need to let go. heh. good luck to me and everyone else who must go back! actually, i kinda want to go back. just slightly. i'm going to do better. i really am going to try my best. my best.