happy birthday to me
I saw a cute girl today in school, we smiled at one another and then i spent the whole of english tutoring staring at the back of her head from across the room.I finally got the manual for my camera, and accepted the idea that i am taking color and not black and white photo.
i feel tired and bummed out today.even though 6 hours is perfectly acceptable to me.i think the worst part is a mild hangover and the fact that i gotta be present in school on my bday.
joey made us one of his famous cheese cakes and introduced us to his cute west coast friend.and matt who's also cute.
i think i used up all my cheer this weekend.getting lots of attention is super fun, especially from boys, since i kept myself away from them so much this past year and a half.i wish id spent more time with johanna at my house on friday and i wish i didnt eat 5 lbs of chocolate and gummy candies this weekend, or so it feels.
Last night i lit a candle for my dad very briefly and sebastian and i poured out some tequila.i hate being on fucking meds i always feel depressed the day after i drink.
im such a nut job i started yelling at my math professor today, for being so vague and dumb,despite the fact that she deserved it, i felt like an ass afterwards.
And tonight im unfortunately all celebrated out, gotta wake up and make mad loot tmrw morning with sebastian.
tonight all's i got is icecream cake and a 9 o clock bedtime.
and my stomach is too weak from all the tequila,coca cola, cheese cake, and chocolate for me to even want icecream.
i hope to get telephone calls tonight.
i feel tired and bummed out today.even though 6 hours is perfectly acceptable to me.i think the worst part is a mild hangover and the fact that i gotta be present in school on my bday.
joey made us one of his famous cheese cakes and introduced us to his cute west coast friend.and matt who's also cute.
i think i used up all my cheer this weekend.getting lots of attention is super fun, especially from boys, since i kept myself away from them so much this past year and a half.i wish id spent more time with johanna at my house on friday and i wish i didnt eat 5 lbs of chocolate and gummy candies this weekend, or so it feels.
Last night i lit a candle for my dad very briefly and sebastian and i poured out some tequila.i hate being on fucking meds i always feel depressed the day after i drink.
im such a nut job i started yelling at my math professor today, for being so vague and dumb,despite the fact that she deserved it, i felt like an ass afterwards.
And tonight im unfortunately all celebrated out, gotta wake up and make mad loot tmrw morning with sebastian.
tonight all's i got is icecream cake and a 9 o clock bedtime.
and my stomach is too weak from all the tequila,coca cola, cheese cake, and chocolate for me to even want icecream.
i hope to get telephone calls tonight.