Hmm...
I know that in a lot of ways, I'm close to being pretty much screwed, or I could potentially end up completely screwed, but I'm feeling oddly calm about everything right now. I'm a good person, and I'm pretty smart. I'll be okay, no matter what. Unless I get killed by some freak accident, or something. Other than that, I'll make it. Maybe my life doesn't necessarily have to happen according to my special "plan". Maybe, just maybe, I can be happy even if everything doesn't turn out the way I think I want it to. This is such a staggering realization (I mean, the though occurred to me, but I never truly BELIEVED that things would be okay no matter what), that I kind of feel overwhelmed. It is also an amazingly liberating thing, to know that even if I screw everything up, I'll still be okay. I feel like maybe that means I can relax a little bit, instead of constantly having that aching worry in the back of my mind.
In other news, it apparently costs $300 to rent a chocolate fountain. Motherfucker, that's a lot of money.
That is all.
Ciao!
In other news, it apparently costs $300 to rent a chocolate fountain. Motherfucker, that's a lot of money.
That is all.
Ciao!