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"I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear..."
If somehow I could explain myself. The only I can truly express myself in any situation is by music. Lyrics. They speak for me.
I'm waiting to overcome this point in my life.
I've been missing Hadia a lot more lately. She's such an awesome friend and I miss her so much. I feel so lonely without her cause I feel like she truly understands me as a person. I didn't know it would be so hard without her here because everybody else is still here. Whenever she was here, I never felt alone. She made me so happy. I miss being able to speak my heart to someone without worrying how they will feel/think of me. I miss spilling my guts to her. I just miss her so much and I wish she was back here. I wish everyone got to know her as well as I did cause then everybody could see how amazing of a person she is. She's the best friend any girl could ask for.
I think a part of me disappeared about a week ago. I know for a fact that a part of me is missing right now. I know that. I'm trying to fill it. But I'm filling it with the wrong things. Chemistry, cell biology, history, english...I don't think they can take the place. Can't change it now though. What's done is done and I don't regret anything that has happened. I cherished everything that happened and I would never take any of it back. Life is too short to waste on regrets. Life is about moving on. And that's what I am trying to do. I'm starting over. Everything. Starting today, I am reborn as a person. I will leave the past in the past and look forward to what may happen in the future. I am not definately planning for anything, because if the plans don't work-out, then I will be back in this position. I will hope and strive for certain goals and such. I will give a 110% in everything I do; school, friends, family, love, life, religion. I am going to find my way back to God and wash away as many as my sins as I can.
Life. I am glad to be given a second chance at it.
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear..."
If somehow I could explain myself. The only I can truly express myself in any situation is by music. Lyrics. They speak for me.
I'm waiting to overcome this point in my life.
I've been missing Hadia a lot more lately. She's such an awesome friend and I miss her so much. I feel so lonely without her cause I feel like she truly understands me as a person. I didn't know it would be so hard without her here because everybody else is still here. Whenever she was here, I never felt alone. She made me so happy. I miss being able to speak my heart to someone without worrying how they will feel/think of me. I miss spilling my guts to her. I just miss her so much and I wish she was back here. I wish everyone got to know her as well as I did cause then everybody could see how amazing of a person she is. She's the best friend any girl could ask for.
I think a part of me disappeared about a week ago. I know for a fact that a part of me is missing right now. I know that. I'm trying to fill it. But I'm filling it with the wrong things. Chemistry, cell biology, history, english...I don't think they can take the place. Can't change it now though. What's done is done and I don't regret anything that has happened. I cherished everything that happened and I would never take any of it back. Life is too short to waste on regrets. Life is about moving on. And that's what I am trying to do. I'm starting over. Everything. Starting today, I am reborn as a person. I will leave the past in the past and look forward to what may happen in the future. I am not definately planning for anything, because if the plans don't work-out, then I will be back in this position. I will hope and strive for certain goals and such. I will give a 110% in everything I do; school, friends, family, love, life, religion. I am going to find my way back to God and wash away as many as my sins as I can.
Life. I am glad to be given a second chance at it.