Jul 02, 2014 02:08
Here I am pouring my heart out again to the man I have been crazy about and in love with for ten years part of me feels like I can fight these feeling and part of me feels like I'm just gonna end up hurt what more do I have to be? What am I not ? I miss him I miss feeling like he made me feel tonight maybe it was the rain or something I just can't stop thinking I have everything just running threw my mind like my heart is racing and it gonna crash and I can't brace for it no safety net no rebound I honestly just want him it would be a fantasy a dream a desire come to life right now I can see him and just want to be in his arms even being scared that moment of true happiness would mean more than any past love I can't take it I just want him to commit and love me openly my definition of True love would have to the person you always turn back to no matter how many times you've moved on or tried to let go the one you would do anything for just to be with them
Brian ,I swear I love you more than you will ever know and if I never get the chance to be with you I still won't stop loving you 10 years and counting babe
via ljapp