Feb 24, 2004 15:26
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't take it anymore! NEED VENTING *^___^* lol
okay, where to start where to start.... well plain and simple.. i have crazy ass friends that cut themselfs.. how glorious! OMG i can't take their crap anymore!
ok, so there's this guy that i REALLY like at school.. his name's Eric.. he likes me and i like him so it's a sort of "going out" kinda thing stupid jr high school kids use to mean "u like eachother therefore you must be going out" ANyway, my "friend" carmen calls eric at 1:00 in the morning, pretending to be my other friend Katie and "asking him out" AT ONE O CLOCK IN THE MORNING! asking ERIC out! soo he knew it was a joke and hung up the phone, though the caller id said carmen... his parents were so mad they grounded him...
the next day he tells me all about it and in my fury i say a couple of things that were a little harsh to carmen over the phone... she gets upset and thretens to kill herself saying that it would make me happy.. i freak out and start cring over the phone begging her to not do it... she says that shes been thinking about doing it for a long time and that she cuts herself all the time... i beg and plee with her and tell her that i love her and that she has so many friends that love her also and that her parents and her brother love her.. she told me that her family hates her and wishes she would die.. of course a lie as i have met her father and he is a very nice person.
so i make up with her, say "im sorry" about a million times and make her promise me that she wont kill/cut herself.
well, she was at school today so i guess she kept her promise... but for how long??