never give up on the things that make you smile...really
geez things just keep changing and fun stuff like that...always upbeat and never sour, right??? Wrong but I can pretend all you want. I have never been so happy and I am not even as happy as I could be. Its crazy how it all falls the way it should, well thats how it seems. No worries I am not getting my hopes up this time I know its better then it should be, but I think I deserve this and I will just wait and see. With guy sthings are never as they seem and as you go on the new seems to fade to old and it all ends up as everything else has...dumped or you end up dumped so I know this is just one of the many obsticles I will have to go through to find true happiness. I will just jump into this eyes open and self aware and see how I grow from all this. I know I will be stronger. One final question...When you know its too good to be true should you still get caught up in all the excitement or just prepare for things to get shity??