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im giving up on this world and the people in it. i want to move away and disapear again. i came back and everything was good for a bit. but the closer i get to happiness nad having real friends the farther i get from everything and i loose it all and return to this lonley state of mind i find myself in so often. do i have to explain? ive lost everything and when i tred to regain it all i get accused of takin other peoples things and lives! i just dont fit into this world. i dont think i ever will find that special love that specail friendship. i dont think ill find my hope. but whats there to do besides pushin on and pretendin theres something right in my life.