Stupid stuff means the most
Okay now I'm mad because I'm jealous and you know what? I don't even care if you hate me for it or not ... I don't have jealousy issues, but right now I give up - you win, you can have her and I don't wanna deal with it anymore. I'm done. I'm out. I hate her for ruining it for me. I can't hold on for last few months cause I just hate her and she is loving every moment that I am agonizing over her stepping on my toes. College is close, but apparently not close enough and who says its gonna end then? Tell me just because she is stupid and won't go to college doesn't mean she is just going to disappear? Maybe kate was right - maybe I should be looking at UF a LOT closer than I have been. Screw my plan - I'm starting to think this is all some joke now, so you know what screw this stupid plan of mine, I'm going to do whatever the fuck I wanna do! So there! You can't ruin my life as much as you friggin want to, its not gonnna happen. You may have put a dent in my bday and I will hate you forever for it, but you can't ruin my life. Once I am away from it all, I will be fine. I am going to succeed and I will be better than you! I am always better than you!!!!!!! i hate u!