simple thoughts on a quiet cold day?
you can fool the eyes but you cant fool the heart -or- you can pull a mask over the eyes, but you can't mask the feelings of the heart
you kill me hun, you really kill me ... everytime i see a picture of you i just DIE A LITTLE INSIDE cause I can't be around you!! (that makes me laugh right now but later I MIGHT CRY cause i miss you so bad!!)
I'm so effing sick right now - chris that shit that you made me eat (NOT SOUP!) is making me wanna throw the fuck up!!
i forgot to add this: my pal andrea loned me cruel intentions this past weekend to watch on the plane and lacked telling me that A) two girls practically make out, B) lots of sex and almost sex, C) the ending is so freakin sad and I cried! >> therefore everyone was watching me!! lmao
for chris: "you're boobs look freakin huge today" >> thanks new bra lmao! ;o)
I guess i had a share in nate's cabbage chris as you might have guessed while we were watching SCREAM! (haha i dont remember it at all and now i wanna watch it!!)
WATCH HER DIE WATCH HER DIE!
Andrea: I'm the effing candy man and i wanna bring smiles and good deeds to all ... NOT my new years resolution! and ps - i wanna upgrade to a ten dollar sucky sucky not a five dollar one ... they're bigger ;o)
for you: "if I was a candy cane ... you'd be red and I'd be white and we'd be all wrapped up in each other" haha lol :oD *mwaa*
it's like we try to take the pieces, the moments of our lives and make them into something meaningful ... how is it that I can hear a song and associate it with a certain moment in time and I long to go back there ... I would give anything to go back and be able to change everything to what i want it to be like, but thats impossiible and thats something i face every morning when i wake up ... but you tell me a lot that everything happens for a reason, so maybe i think that we're apart and its difficult for us because it's supposed to be and that maybe I'm supposed to slowly get more and more detached from you as time goes on, but it's like everytime i see you it just starts all over again and it's too hard to not see you? UGH so damn effing difficult!
so for the weekend ... big plans:
tonight - get babied cause im sick! lol
friday - chrissy's bday din din :oD
saturday - HALLOWEEN PARTAY (and yummy jello shots)
sunday - RECOOPERATION! lol
loves and such <33
ps - i miss you a lot ... already
you kill me hun, you really kill me ... everytime i see a picture of you i just DIE A LITTLE INSIDE cause I can't be around you!! (that makes me laugh right now but later I MIGHT CRY cause i miss you so bad!!)
I'm so effing sick right now - chris that shit that you made me eat (NOT SOUP!) is making me wanna throw the fuck up!!
i forgot to add this: my pal andrea loned me cruel intentions this past weekend to watch on the plane and lacked telling me that A) two girls practically make out, B) lots of sex and almost sex, C) the ending is so freakin sad and I cried! >> therefore everyone was watching me!! lmao
for chris: "you're boobs look freakin huge today" >> thanks new bra lmao! ;o)
I guess i had a share in nate's cabbage chris as you might have guessed while we were watching SCREAM! (haha i dont remember it at all and now i wanna watch it!!)
WATCH HER DIE WATCH HER DIE!
Andrea: I'm the effing candy man and i wanna bring smiles and good deeds to all ... NOT my new years resolution! and ps - i wanna upgrade to a ten dollar sucky sucky not a five dollar one ... they're bigger ;o)
for you: "if I was a candy cane ... you'd be red and I'd be white and we'd be all wrapped up in each other" haha lol :oD *mwaa*
it's like we try to take the pieces, the moments of our lives and make them into something meaningful ... how is it that I can hear a song and associate it with a certain moment in time and I long to go back there ... I would give anything to go back and be able to change everything to what i want it to be like, but thats impossiible and thats something i face every morning when i wake up ... but you tell me a lot that everything happens for a reason, so maybe i think that we're apart and its difficult for us because it's supposed to be and that maybe I'm supposed to slowly get more and more detached from you as time goes on, but it's like everytime i see you it just starts all over again and it's too hard to not see you? UGH so damn effing difficult!
so for the weekend ... big plans:
tonight - get babied cause im sick! lol
friday - chrissy's bday din din :oD
saturday - HALLOWEEN PARTAY (and yummy jello shots)
sunday - RECOOPERATION! lol
loves and such <33
ps - i miss you a lot ... already