the theory stands true.
whenever i start seeing someone or whatever, random people come out of the woodworks and are all of a sudden interested. i got over seth like a long time ago and lately he's been texting me and we're going out on saturday night. a part of my feels bad but cam and i are not exclusive, he's free to hook up with other girls, so so am i. i've been in relationships pretty much my whole life until 2 years ago and now my mind is in the right place. im finally done with all of the old shit. ive moved on for real. im 22 years old. im going to have my fun, and see what happens.
cam came over last night and i met his sister and he met my mom. big step. while i was talking to seth i was thinking about all the bad things about cameron and thinking seth is a better guy for me. but when cam came over, when he looks at me i get butterflies. its such an amazing feeling that i haven't had in forever. he promised with his next pay check he's gonna take me out or do something awesome for me. his last paycheck had to go to rent and all his other bills. hes getting a new tattoo this weekend in santa barbara. excited to see it. theyre so sexy. <3 my mom laughed at me because the pictures i took the other day, and i think posted on here? look nothing like cam. it gives you a good idea but it was such a bad angle. hes so much cuter than that.
and weird fact: every serious relationship ive been in has started at the beginning of spring. EJ: Feb 6th 2000?. Nate: April 17 2004 and it's the middle of march 2008. im open to it. we'll see what happens with both of them.
my hamster is on a mission to break out of his cage. cameron was the first to notice it but lately he's always chewing on the metal in the same spot at the top of his cage. today is cleaning day. the dish washer is running, trash is out, working on hanging up clean clothes.
as much as i want to not like aubrey because of all the drama she's caused with my friends in the desert lately, she does good songs with awesome lyrics:
i've tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me, baby.
this situation is driving me crazy and I really wanna be your lady.
but the one before you left me so..
damaged.
damaged.
i thought i should let you know that my heart is..
damaged.
so damaged.
and you can blame the one before.
cam came over last night and i met his sister and he met my mom. big step. while i was talking to seth i was thinking about all the bad things about cameron and thinking seth is a better guy for me. but when cam came over, when he looks at me i get butterflies. its such an amazing feeling that i haven't had in forever. he promised with his next pay check he's gonna take me out or do something awesome for me. his last paycheck had to go to rent and all his other bills. hes getting a new tattoo this weekend in santa barbara. excited to see it. theyre so sexy. <3 my mom laughed at me because the pictures i took the other day, and i think posted on here? look nothing like cam. it gives you a good idea but it was such a bad angle. hes so much cuter than that.
and weird fact: every serious relationship ive been in has started at the beginning of spring. EJ: Feb 6th 2000?. Nate: April 17 2004 and it's the middle of march 2008. im open to it. we'll see what happens with both of them.
my hamster is on a mission to break out of his cage. cameron was the first to notice it but lately he's always chewing on the metal in the same spot at the top of his cage. today is cleaning day. the dish washer is running, trash is out, working on hanging up clean clothes.
as much as i want to not like aubrey because of all the drama she's caused with my friends in the desert lately, she does good songs with awesome lyrics:
i've tried every remedy and nothing seems to work for me, baby.
this situation is driving me crazy and I really wanna be your lady.
but the one before you left me so..
damaged.
damaged.
i thought i should let you know that my heart is..
damaged.
so damaged.
and you can blame the one before.