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I have a lot of emotions about things right now, but its ok.
Yesterday,in bio, my friend got a phone call on her cell phone saying her best friend had got in a car crash and he might not make it. As of today he is on life support, and has lost some of his memory. He was driving down to flordia to move here so he would be with her. They liked each other.
I just want to say how much I love you all, and how much you all mean to me. I honestly need my friends they make me stable when I'm about to spin out of orbit. I appreciate you so much, and you have made such a huge impact on me.
I want to live the right way, but idk what way that is. Are you supposed to live paying attention to the things that matter, like love and friends, and being alive, and living vibrently, and paying attention to all the big stuff around you. Or are you supposed to pay attention to the small things, like homework, and laundry, and warm days. I dont know, I feel as if theres just so many big things out there that I dont know, but I will never be able to know. I kinda like that I will never know them, but I want to know them.
I don't know
I think mabye I'm just loving a lot of people and things right now, and thats the big feelings I'm feeling.
AHHHH
I'm so filled and happy, and just here.
Yesterday,in bio, my friend got a phone call on her cell phone saying her best friend had got in a car crash and he might not make it. As of today he is on life support, and has lost some of his memory. He was driving down to flordia to move here so he would be with her. They liked each other.
I just want to say how much I love you all, and how much you all mean to me. I honestly need my friends they make me stable when I'm about to spin out of orbit. I appreciate you so much, and you have made such a huge impact on me.
I want to live the right way, but idk what way that is. Are you supposed to live paying attention to the things that matter, like love and friends, and being alive, and living vibrently, and paying attention to all the big stuff around you. Or are you supposed to pay attention to the small things, like homework, and laundry, and warm days. I dont know, I feel as if theres just so many big things out there that I dont know, but I will never be able to know. I kinda like that I will never know them, but I want to know them.
I don't know
I think mabye I'm just loving a lot of people and things right now, and thats the big feelings I'm feeling.
AHHHH
I'm so filled and happy, and just here.