Temptations

Oct 03, 2008 23:36

No Nisa
You may not fall for that person.
Not ever.
Never!

I keep telling myself that.

I cannot help it.

I'm painstakingly removing all the unglam photos of me from my halls. My club is coming over tomorrow. And i still need to remove them again next week, for my darlings will come and confirm chop-stamp disturb me *looks over at slenger babi Van**stare hard*.

Do you have this feeling :

You feel happier when you're with someone when you know you are gonna lose something very soon.

I do. I really do and sometimes when i think of it i feel really sad too. Like super sad. Then i'll feel happy again. I don't know. Weird huh. I'm tired though. These few months have been a hell of crazy emotional rides. Okay i'll explain. I feel really happy and at the same time I feel so sad. It's like the happiness is making me sad? sometimes it hurts so much i don't know what to do.Hahah. No idea. Figure that out! The paradox of life is sometimes a pain the ass.

oh and i suddenly have the urge to hug people. I mean those i know. I mean those i love. Its crazy. and i wanna hug but not let go. hahaha!! merepek i know. and i have to not hug. and look the other way. okay... i'm being mental.

oh i got sick the other day. and was sent for observation. damn pathetic. i din get to see my kids on their last day. arghhhh!! so sweet seh they all send me cards n smses.

to the sweetest person:
this person likes to disturb round short people.She dedicates her life to tripping me. Irritates the hell out of me sometimes and enjoys the moments. and i have no idea why i love her so much. haha.

eh this post is damn random.

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