Mar 29, 2009 02:17
i dont see sleep happening. Nicks out, but I'm up. I went in the chatroom and literally begged people to please talk to me. They ignored the fuck outta me. Then somebody IM'd me. I answered them but they didn't say anything more.
There's nobody to talk to here. I'm not waking Dominic up to talk to him. Now that I feel like I can, there's nobody around.
Cyri's still up over there, I can hear her, but I feel like that would be a very very bad idea.
I thought about going down the street to the bar and getting drunk enough to sleep but I wouldn't want him to wake up and find me gone.
I have emergency meds in my back that are guaranteed to knock me out, but again I want Nicky to be able to wake me up if he needs to.
Dammit.