whitenoise
I don't know what to do, where to go, what to think.
I don't even know if I can write this here, even if I mark it private. I don't know if I can talk about the things I need to talk about.
I finally gave up my nerves and crawled into bed and exhaustion overode everything. I didn't sleep long. Dreams. An old dream about being lost. It woke Jenny up, she woke me up. I wanted to crawl out of my skin because I didn't know what to say to her. And having her that close to me....
She didn't ask me what was wrong, somehow she knew. Because she said "Y'know Ryan, I knew you were awake when I said that. I wanted to say more but I fell asleep."
And there's no more I can talk about, even though I have to.
I don't even know if I can write this here, even if I mark it private. I don't know if I can talk about the things I need to talk about.
I finally gave up my nerves and crawled into bed and exhaustion overode everything. I didn't sleep long. Dreams. An old dream about being lost. It woke Jenny up, she woke me up. I wanted to crawl out of my skin because I didn't know what to say to her. And having her that close to me....
She didn't ask me what was wrong, somehow she knew. Because she said "Y'know Ryan, I knew you were awake when I said that. I wanted to say more but I fell asleep."
And there's no more I can talk about, even though I have to.