Today is his last day. :(

Today my fave sous put his notice in.

Worst day ever.

Well, it's my Friday so there's that. Though I only have one day off.

Ugh.

Things happen for a reason. I just have to keep telling myself that.

I just got asked if I wanted to make out with the guy I've had a crush on for over a year.

In dry storage.

Um, yes please!

New tag!

New fandom. Writing a filthy story too. Bah!

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so there's this guy....that really really likes me. coworker and all...I'm ok with him. very flattered that grounds me so much. he's cute, but I'm not sure.

his brothers wifes sister or something, told me that if.I hurt him she'd kill me. but I don't know if I even like him that way. he's cute, but I can't decide if I like him thay way.

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work is still boring.

found out my so called friend is telling everyone that I can't handle the position which is why she hired someone else. such shit!!!  and this is after she tried talking to me on Tuesday, saying she misses me.

whatever. I'm done. I hate to lose another friend, but what can you do? I don't give third chances.

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I'm feeling very depressed today. and yesterday too...

I don't like where I work anymore, I can't stand my sous chef, and I'm tired of the same old crap. this sounds very familiar.

I hate apartment looking. thought I found one, doesn't look like it. now I have to keep looking...I'm too poor to move somewhere nicer. but my parents can't really help ( Read more... )

had a filthy dream last night.

....i miss him so much today. I'm practically in tears at the gym. its ridiculous. I still think about him every day.

...I'm listening to dubstep now. its great to work out to. :)

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wrote a long entry on my computer. I don't feel like typing it again on my phone so meh...

needless to say I still haven't heard anything and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to. I know he checked his email. my Facebook stalking tells me that he got an eticket today so he would have had to check it today.

my mantra continues... "he doesn't love me"

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so happy Christmas to all my peeps first of all....

second. my last day at my first job in the culinary industry is tomorrow. I'm leaving along with the f&b director and a fellow cook. this fellow cook has been a really good friend to me. I've mentioned him before.

anyway, because we spend a lot of time together when we are working the same shift ( Read more... )