Jul 11, 2005 07:56
ummm ive been balling my head off allday
tryuing to firgure out whats going on
but the truth is dont know what it going on right now.
beside the obvious.
my mom and ralph arnt together right now.
my dad and my sister michelle are going to
AZ for the rest of the summer.
if my mom and ralph dont make up
sam and i are going to AZ for the rest of the summer also.
my mom had me quit my job. basically
she made it sounds like i have no other choice but to go with my dad .
but i woke up thismorning and realized something .
im 18 i do have a fuckin choice.
and the thing i would hate most would be leaving Thomas
and my friends.
he siad he would try to help me firgure somthing out.
but he dosnt need anymore stress on him then he already has.
i would hate for him to get all worked up about this .
i might end up staying with him but
i dont think his mom is up for something like that .
i just dont want to go to AZ at all .
if i could stay with somsone i could give you money or something .
i called for another job today . appointment setting . 10-12$ and hour.
monday thur friday not bad id say