a good day that just took a turn for the worse
so about 10 minutes ago, the conversation with my mom went as such:
Mom: we're going to grandmas and grandpas to visit before tomorrow do you want to come?
Me: well i have a lot of homework i need to catch up on, think i'll go friday
Mom: Oh....i guess thats ok
Me: Well if your not staying long i can go
Mom: well i dont know how long we're going to stay, we kinda have to talk...
Me: oh about what
Mom: ummm well..... starting to cry
Me: MOM WHAT?!?
Mom: well grandma went to the doctor yesterday.... and they did some testing.... and umm they found a malignant lump on her chest. and shes going tomorrow for stuff... walks out of the room
Me: mom.......MOM did they find it early enough
Mom: i dont know 2 years ago they found white spots and said it was nothing but now look at what happened.
End of conversation
I dont understand why this has to happen to her, i mean 2 years ago in june she had triple bipass open heart surgery, then she had to have surgery earlier this year on her arteries and my grandpa (her husband) has alzheimers like whoa and she has bad nerves and cant handle all that let alone cancer.....she has never done anything to deserve it.... and i feel bad for not going to see her now but i cant look at her face to face knowing that such a wonderful women has been put through more shit then imaginable in these past 2 years...
Now im sad and scared of whats going to happen tomorrow and i just want everything to be normal.....