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I think my name is mentioned three or four times on my flist today. Hello everyone! :D
This week has been my first week of working since the surgery and it's been pretty non-stop. So thankfully I ended up with a day off today, which I really needed because my left breast is starting to hurt a little bit. Think I've been lifting too many babies lately. And I'm so tired I don't think I'll get out of bed today.
It's so strange to have new breasts. All of a sudden there are all these different types of clothes that I can wear. I can wear dresses now. Have bought three, which I have to show off once I get my hands on a camera. I've also bought a ton of bras. I can't remember the last time I bought a bra before this. And I can wear halter tops! And strapless things! It's just. It's really unbelievable. They're still settling in, though, and now that it's been a month they're not as tight and swollen as they were in the beginning. I totally get that breasts are allowed to sag, especially when there's some weight in them, but still. I can't help but be paranoid that they might sag even more in another month. Blah. PARANOID.
I've also completely let go food-wise since the surgery, which is so stupid. I haven't really gained anything, thank God, but it's just - for the first week I was like, okay, I practically starved myself for months, I'm allowed some greasy food and non-diet soda. But I never realized what a big motivation my surgery was, because now it's so hard to say no. I refuse to put 18 pounds of weight back on, though. No freaking way.
I think I just need to relax today, man. I'm getting all gloomy.
This week has been my first week of working since the surgery and it's been pretty non-stop. So thankfully I ended up with a day off today, which I really needed because my left breast is starting to hurt a little bit. Think I've been lifting too many babies lately. And I'm so tired I don't think I'll get out of bed today.
It's so strange to have new breasts. All of a sudden there are all these different types of clothes that I can wear. I can wear dresses now. Have bought three, which I have to show off once I get my hands on a camera. I've also bought a ton of bras. I can't remember the last time I bought a bra before this. And I can wear halter tops! And strapless things! It's just. It's really unbelievable. They're still settling in, though, and now that it's been a month they're not as tight and swollen as they were in the beginning. I totally get that breasts are allowed to sag, especially when there's some weight in them, but still. I can't help but be paranoid that they might sag even more in another month. Blah. PARANOID.
I've also completely let go food-wise since the surgery, which is so stupid. I haven't really gained anything, thank God, but it's just - for the first week I was like, okay, I practically starved myself for months, I'm allowed some greasy food and non-diet soda. But I never realized what a big motivation my surgery was, because now it's so hard to say no. I refuse to put 18 pounds of weight back on, though. No freaking way.
I think I just need to relax today, man. I'm getting all gloomy.