These tears that I cry are the trail to bring you home

[bubblebaff]

I can't help but hurt. And I can't put on a happy face just for you, when I need something too. It's give and take, we both fucked up, we should both be trying to fix things if we both claim we're interested. You want me to be a happy, carefree person like I was two weeks ago, and I need your affection and just to know that you're here for me. I need to know that everything will be alright for me to be happy with you. I don't know, maybe I'm fucked up in more ways that I actually see and this particular way of looking at things is skewed too. I wouldn't be surprised.

I don't need to be alone right now. I haven't felt like this in a long time ...