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Mar 05, 2006 18:22

Life has been pretty good the past week or so...despite the hospital visit...but other than that..it's been a good time. I just wish I had my glasses right now...I miss my glasses like it's my job...bleh. I want a boyfriend...I miss having someone to hold at night and I miss being held. I miss holding hands and hugging and kissing. I just wish everything would be righ again. But no, Carl has to be a dickhead and act like I never existed...gotta love it. Whatever, I really am over him, I'm just not over having a boyfriend. I don't want HIM back...I just want that comforting feeling back. I felt so complete at one point in the past like 2 months but now it's just like I was before. There's something missing and it's been missing for awhile now, and I don't like it at all...oh well. There's someone out there for everyone and I'm ready to find him. Maybe everything will change for the better when I get out of KU next year and go to LCCC. I hate this feeling, I want nothing more than to stay at KU but I just can't afford it right now and neither can my family. I'm probably going to end up failing out of here anyway...yay for backup plans I suppose.
I think that's all I got now. Good luck to Erica on her move out to Maryland with Alicia and Sean. I have to call Sean at midnight and wish him a happy 21st...he's so old...Happy birthday DAD!!!! lol.
Tootles,
Nubs
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