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so what have i been up to.i saw my bootyful jester a few weeks ago.hes aas lovely as always.went to see saw2,was ok but not as good as the first.there are so many people i dont get to talk to nowadays and i really wish i could,im not even sure if they like me but hey....ya hey.i miss becki,nat,heather,hatti,rob(abercrombie),ross vernon,smed,bella,ben from college,christain ben,the twins,sophia,phil,chris,liam,lisa,lynsey,matt,rose,sam,sarah weston,terri,warren,jo jo.it hurts that i care about these people but i never get to see them.each one of the people i have mentioned are all amazing in their own little way.just lately i have felt alone and i realised its because i never get to see my old mates and im slowly losin touch with my mates that i thought i would stay in contact with forever.all i do everyday is go out with nick and that is mainly to ross's house.dont get me wrong ross is alright but he isnt my mates i love hangin around with.so if any one reads this and hasnt spoken or seen me in a while please leave a comment because i love you and miss you all.generally i feel as if im slippin away from myself and losing everything around me and all i can do is watch and feel the pain and hurt that comes along with it.the only person i feel i have in my life is nick and some times you need to talk to a girl or hug one or just to have a girllie mate around some times.i love nick and the rest of it but i need to talk and be with my female mates more.the main lovely people i want to speak to and hang with are becki,nat,heather.it would be great to talk to them properly.i hope everyone is ok.bye bye