Oct 19, 2005 12:07
I think he's somewhat indifferent about all of this. It's so frustrating. It's a scientifically-proven fact that females overthink relationships like mad while males are very simple and straightforward about it all. I wish I could have that laid-back, 'go with the flow' outlook on this, but I can't help going crazy, wondering if he's avoiding me, or just doesn't get online enough even to respond briefly to my messages because he's not taking this seriously, or if he's mad at me. Most likely it's not any of those things but argh, I'm just in that kind of mood.
It's that stupid time of the month, you see. D':
I've tried everything to stop thinking about this, from stabbing my eraser with a pencil to taking all-natural anti-stress remedies to playing music full blare, and so far the most effective way to clear my head has been to simply whack myself in the head repeatedly with my brother's large inflated novelty hammer.
For Media Studies homework I'm going to have to tape and closely analyse an episode of Neighbours and Home and Away as part of writing an essay on the portrayal of Australian men and women in the media. What did I do to deserve this? D':