depressed
im sad, depressed. okay so tonite we had the show and since i wasnt on stage dancing i got shit for it. my friends got roses and i got nothing from my parents. wanna know their response? "Oh we didnt see you on stage so u dont get any". i was singing backstage. fucking working my ass off. is it my fault that i have a fucked up knee? is it? is it my fault? listen just im sorry if i disappointed any of u UP members tonite. im so sick of getting shit from my friends. its not even funny anymore. now it just hurts. im not mentioning anyone but a certain few people like to crack jokes about me and they hurt. sometimes they make me wanna go and cry. im sick of drama and all this shit.