Apr 02, 2004 08:45
so now that i know my friend has a crusha nd he likes her back i am totally jealous and i don't think i should be..... well- yesterday we went to sia together and she was like totally telling me about it and how they can't go out so they don't want o hurt his friend that likes her.. yeah and the whole thing is is that i like the friend that likes her... well i told her that and she says she is missing out on a really great girl and i think she just doesn't want me to be mad at her... and my sister said ssome really hurtful things and when she left the room i thought about them and then i started to cry!! yeah and today in 1st period, faryna and jordyn were in my group and then they were talking in front of me and then they said lets go over here without saying "jessica can we talk by ourselves" they kust left me.. i feel that maybe i should go to bonsall charter next year or home schoolong because i already feel alone (except for a few people) and i don't see a point in staying when i am unhappy!!! WELL I HAVE TO go and i guess i don't expect anyone to write because i probably won't write you back...
Luv always a devoted friend(usually)