new life...why
well... now i am in the middle of a nervous break down. Why cant i ever be happy. I mean i seem to give up all the good things in my life because they seem to much work. I think that maybe i should just give up on what i want because it seems it hurts me more than it helps me. I really want to pursue this whole Guy thing but i cant do it anymore if he doesnt respond....I dont have enough confidence to pursue someone else. I like everything nice and safe. My life is anything but nice and safe. from my home to school... everything gets all jumbled up in the translation!!! i cant believe i put myself through all this.. well i will write later,,
PeaCeS___Jessie Lee
PeaCeS___Jessie Lee