No life. No friends. No lovers. Just me.
"the worst day of my life, what do you think"-Napoleon Dynamite.
so far the only quote from that movie that i can relate to my real life...and it sucks big time. I have done nothing all day, which is not a good thing with me, becuase it gives me time to think. Think about all the negative things and nothing good. But lately ..even if there is anything good going on i can't seem to find it. It feels like i have no friends, I'm always thought of last or never at all and i get ditched a lot...by a lot of them. But i dont know, maybe i am looking too much into it, and maybe its not really the case...but it just seems like i cant find a solid group of good friends. i dont know...it feels like there is something wrong with me. And then there is the "lover situation" well actually...there is no situation becuase there is no one. i could tell him straight to his face, and it wouldnt make a difference. and it sucks. i wish everything could go back to the way it was or everything could just start new. but none of thats going to happen for me. and it sucks. And then my mom is being stupid. She tells me im too moody...she accuses me of stealing, which i have no clue where shes getting that from, and shes constantly yelling at me and never gives me a break. And the no life thing, yea considering i sat around all day, while this person was hanging out with that person, this person was going to that place and what not...i was sitting here doing nothing at all. moping around and doing nothing. and it sucked.
to wrap it all up. it sucked. completly sucked and i just wish i had a friend to tell it to...