sigh...
i really miss matt..i know i saw him yesterday, but i hate not being with him..i'm so lucky to have him in my life...sometimes i find it hard to believe that he loves me as much he does because i'm such a short tempered person...i start A LOT of petty little fights that i need to stop doing...i get so mad at myself when i do it and realize what i'm doing cause there's no need to be like that...i know that i'm the one that starts most of the fights cause he's more laid back than i am...but i guess we balance each other out..i just need to quit starting so many fights over REALLY stupid things...i love you matt and i'm sorry...