so in love....
Ok, i'm not sure if anyone even reads my journal anymore, if anyone does, i'm sure its just a handful, if that...but anyway, i just have to say a few things about my boyfriend. I know i sometimes complain about the situation that i'm in, and i'm not saying i'm gonna stop complaining and getting upset over things, cause dating someone in the military is hard..REALLY hard..but God help me, i love this boy. He's amazing. And while he's not perfect, let's face it, no one is...and how totally boring would that be if he was...he means everything to me. He's the total package in my book..hot, sweet, caring, funny..God bless our kids though, they're gonna be little midgets seeing as i'm 5'1 and he's 5'5 LOL. I'm hoping that our dad's gene's will win out atleast if we have a boy cause both are dad's are a good height. Anyway, i hate how i get upset about things sometimes...i know its not his fault when plans get messed up, its the militaries, but its still hard for me to not get disappointed..and i know i'll always have some disappointment when things don't work out, but that's just inevitable...but, i am very proud of myself with how understanding i am about many situations that have been screwed up..i've never been this understanding with anyone. I do need some prayer though, he's gonna be leaving the weekend of Easter for Uma, Arizona for a month and i'm really not looking forward to that..AT ALL..then, in August, he's leaving for Iraq. This will be his second time going...i'm already really scared and worried about it..so i need prayer about that, but not as much as he does...ok, i'm done talking about that cause i'm getting upset thinking about it..so that's all for now :)