May 19, 2005 00:47
Blame me
I'm always gonna be one life behind
That's why I'm all alone
What's it gonna take to make you see
That we are falling apart
I wonder can we throw away the past
So we can stop the screaming match
I'm not gonna break down anymore
I've found my way to the door
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me it's killing me
To watch you leave me
I've tried to talk about what's really wrong
I see that look of discontent
The volume starts to rise and then it's on
That's why I have to go
Dealing with the pain is all that's left
Because we can not get along
You wanna put the blame on me again
I think that we have reached the end
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
Basically what he is saying is, a girl left him and then tried to come back to him and he just left her because he was tired of dealing with all her shit.
Well this song is basically all about Alicia. This song basically follows an identical outline of how we were, and what happen. The freaky thing is its one of my favorite songs. Its been one of my favorites before we started dating. She left me for someone else last year. She stayed away for about 6 months. It killed me when I saw her leave to later find out one week later she was dating someone else. Well when she came back last September we started talking. We couldn't get along, so as the song said and as I did in January was walk out the door and let her watch me leave her, not saying a dam word to her ever again. I wont and I don't think I ever will. All she was, was poor white trash that I somehow got caught up with and sometimes wish I was never caught up with her and her drama. It was all a huge issue over trust and she fucked it up. Oh well that chapter of my life is over with.