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classes are kicking my ass... I'm barely pulling a passing grade in two out of five of my classes... Who knew college would be so difficult when you reach the bitter end. After these next 4 weeks, I will have one more semester of classes and I will hopefully be done with my undergrad degree. It's a bitter sweet thing. I'm still not used to the idea.. But, I'm doin' work, staying busy, and just trying to get through it.
A girl that I have liked for the last couple years or so just dumped her bf of like 4 years.. She is near and dear to me, her being both one of my best friends, and the girl I have had emotional ties with over the years as well. I feel this is finally my chance to move in.
It was weird, when I heard she dumped him, I got that weird gut feeling like sick butterflies. I don't know what that was all about. I haven't got that feeling about someone in a while.
All this past year I thought I got over how I felt about her.. But every time I think about her, it's obvious the feelings have not gone far.
People say when they have feelings for someone, they get light headed around them, stutter sentences, and all those other weird nuances that come with it. a package deal of sorts.. I find I'm still like this, to a lesser extent, but still it is very apparent to me when I'm around this girl.
I wish there was some set time line as far as when to start making advances towards the person. You go in too soon, you'll be a rebound. Wait too long and "be there" for them, you are set aside into the infamous 'friend zone'. In the words of big black, "Tough in the streets, son!"
I have no idea what to do.. hopefully the cards start to fall in all the right places, but I know they never do.. We'll see what happens.
A girl that I have liked for the last couple years or so just dumped her bf of like 4 years.. She is near and dear to me, her being both one of my best friends, and the girl I have had emotional ties with over the years as well. I feel this is finally my chance to move in.
It was weird, when I heard she dumped him, I got that weird gut feeling like sick butterflies. I don't know what that was all about. I haven't got that feeling about someone in a while.
All this past year I thought I got over how I felt about her.. But every time I think about her, it's obvious the feelings have not gone far.
People say when they have feelings for someone, they get light headed around them, stutter sentences, and all those other weird nuances that come with it. a package deal of sorts.. I find I'm still like this, to a lesser extent, but still it is very apparent to me when I'm around this girl.
I wish there was some set time line as far as when to start making advances towards the person. You go in too soon, you'll be a rebound. Wait too long and "be there" for them, you are set aside into the infamous 'friend zone'. In the words of big black, "Tough in the streets, son!"
I have no idea what to do.. hopefully the cards start to fall in all the right places, but I know they never do.. We'll see what happens.