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Well, with the new semester, a whole new set of thoughts begin to run through my mind. Thats I will ponder and have to make decisions about in the near future..
A new and perplexing dilemma I now face is whether or not I want to transfer to Wayne State next year after summer. On one hand, I'd save myself a shit ton of money, get a degree, meet some new people. But if i stayed in Troy, there’s nothing there for me. Sure there’s peter, sara, audrey, occasionally steve and mark, but i would be the fifth wheel most of the time, and the selection of females at Wayne state is not the best. If I stay here at state, I'll be able to party more, meet new people, get the living away experience, get a good degree, and have all my time to do what i want to do.
I keep thinking that if i go home, there’s nothing there for me. Which there really isn’t other than free room and board and maybe an opportunity to save money rather than spend every penny I have, also to see my high school friends some more. Also, it would be a huge lift of a financial burden for my rents too.
As I sit here tonight, I think to myself, what do I have here at state. I know alot of people but I only have about 4-5 friends that I would call up outside of school to talk to. This was made apparent to me this past break. New years, I called 3 people from MSU. They’re my only sort of close friends here. And the only other good thing I have here is the fact that I have all my time for myself. I need to get a job soon so I don’t have that going for me… but such is life.
This may not make a whole lot of sense to any of you reading this but it does to me. I guess the main thing is I have to what happens this semester.
There’s good and bad days here. But it would be the exact same way at home. Days I wished i was somewhere else.
another factor that adds to the situation is that I haven't done the best here in the college classes so with my GPA the way it stands, I can't get into the business college....now of course i could retake classes and what not but I would like to stay away from that avenue if at all possible. Transfering to a different school would eliminate my GPA and I'd start on a clean slate. I just dont know right now................
A new and perplexing dilemma I now face is whether or not I want to transfer to Wayne State next year after summer. On one hand, I'd save myself a shit ton of money, get a degree, meet some new people. But if i stayed in Troy, there’s nothing there for me. Sure there’s peter, sara, audrey, occasionally steve and mark, but i would be the fifth wheel most of the time, and the selection of females at Wayne state is not the best. If I stay here at state, I'll be able to party more, meet new people, get the living away experience, get a good degree, and have all my time to do what i want to do.
I keep thinking that if i go home, there’s nothing there for me. Which there really isn’t other than free room and board and maybe an opportunity to save money rather than spend every penny I have, also to see my high school friends some more. Also, it would be a huge lift of a financial burden for my rents too.
As I sit here tonight, I think to myself, what do I have here at state. I know alot of people but I only have about 4-5 friends that I would call up outside of school to talk to. This was made apparent to me this past break. New years, I called 3 people from MSU. They’re my only sort of close friends here. And the only other good thing I have here is the fact that I have all my time for myself. I need to get a job soon so I don’t have that going for me… but such is life.
This may not make a whole lot of sense to any of you reading this but it does to me. I guess the main thing is I have to what happens this semester.
There’s good and bad days here. But it would be the exact same way at home. Days I wished i was somewhere else.
another factor that adds to the situation is that I haven't done the best here in the college classes so with my GPA the way it stands, I can't get into the business college....now of course i could retake classes and what not but I would like to stay away from that avenue if at all possible. Transfering to a different school would eliminate my GPA and I'd start on a clean slate. I just dont know right now................