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events:
met a group of dykes last night at an on campus concert. i went with them to best diner at 1am.
tonight i drove to duke to chill with them at a lesbians on ecstasy concert (holy crap they are amazing!!! just... so... oh man. cant even describe them. i talked with the lead singer after the show and she's staying with zisowe tomorrow. my heart goes thump thump straight into my pants).
three women hit on me hardcore all night. as o phrased it, "dip me in honey and throw me to the lesbians."
one of them asked me out. she kept asking me to spend the night at her apartment.
observations:
i really miss being around gay girls.
it's really easy and gratifying for me to infiltrate collections of older queer people (i think these are in their late 20's and older. the one that asked me out is 25).
i talk a lot of shit but i'm still not ready for a relationship. i dont even think i want to fuck around. i think that i just want to be flirtatious and get hit on. this was affirmed by the offers and my rejections of them this evening. i told her that i put myself on dating probation and am not sure if i'm ready to come off. she had very kind eyes though. they scared me and i immediately wanted to run. cause i'm a runner. cause i need to still be on probation.
most importantly, lesbians on ecstasy left me literally stunned. if any of you can make their concert tomorrow night at sonar, you should most certainly do so. there was also a band there called robo sapien. i've had so much good music in my life the past two days.
* north carolina feels like home when i find a band of older queer people and transfolk. i cant decide if i approve of this. i'm so gay. shut up dinah.
met a group of dykes last night at an on campus concert. i went with them to best diner at 1am.
tonight i drove to duke to chill with them at a lesbians on ecstasy concert (holy crap they are amazing!!! just... so... oh man. cant even describe them. i talked with the lead singer after the show and she's staying with zisowe tomorrow. my heart goes thump thump straight into my pants).
three women hit on me hardcore all night. as o phrased it, "dip me in honey and throw me to the lesbians."
one of them asked me out. she kept asking me to spend the night at her apartment.
observations:
i really miss being around gay girls.
it's really easy and gratifying for me to infiltrate collections of older queer people (i think these are in their late 20's and older. the one that asked me out is 25).
i talk a lot of shit but i'm still not ready for a relationship. i dont even think i want to fuck around. i think that i just want to be flirtatious and get hit on. this was affirmed by the offers and my rejections of them this evening. i told her that i put myself on dating probation and am not sure if i'm ready to come off. she had very kind eyes though. they scared me and i immediately wanted to run. cause i'm a runner. cause i need to still be on probation.
most importantly, lesbians on ecstasy left me literally stunned. if any of you can make their concert tomorrow night at sonar, you should most certainly do so. there was also a band there called robo sapien. i've had so much good music in my life the past two days.
* north carolina feels like home when i find a band of older queer people and transfolk. i cant decide if i approve of this. i'm so gay. shut up dinah.