It happened again...
So I put myself on the line again and got into a relationship with a wonderful woman...but she was scared because she had never been in a relationship before...and is still scared...which is why i am freaking single again....why is it that whenever i start feeling happy GOD must smack me in the face and tell me "its not my time?" Its really starting to get fucking anoying....im tried of being alone...im tired of helping other people with their problems...im tired of listening and helping females and treating them right just to get stepped on or over ever freaking time and then expected to be the same nice lovable Nick that I have always been....when do i get my turn to be happy?...when is it Nicks turn to be treated right?...why must I always be the strong one?...why cant i just crawl in a hole and disapear?