I've officially eaten too much stuffing...or have i?
i've had funny urges to update here...and not with pictures...
i have found myself trying to be more open. this year i have kept way too much inside. i'm the kind of person that when i'm having the most terrible day ever and somebody asks me how i am i say "good". this year has definitely not been running as smoothly as intended, but i've come to accept that and i guess in a way i have been somewhat enjoying it. growth has been very important to me this year. i want to grow more though. i used to tell people everything, i feel as if the steriotypical sammamish folk have engulfed me and are slowly transforming me into them. people are so fake. not only materialistically fake, but a lot of them are also the kind of people that if you ask them if you look okay they tell you you look fine even if you look terrible. i'm growing to be that person and it kills me. when people are pissing me off, i'm going to tell them that, when people are annoying, i'm going to tell them that. i can either make enemies with others, or i can go back to being the way i enjoyed myself more. after all most of us are going to college in a few months so who's going to remember me calling them annoying in four months from now? i just had a realization that i need to tell somebody how i feel about them...this will help encourage this new "goal" as well. well, i'm waking up in about four hours to go shopping with my mother, then off to work, then to the ferry with people....if anybody wants to come to the ferry we're meeting at RTC at 3...call me if you're interested...