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every word. every line. every thing. it all makes so much sense to me right now. i am actually learning who i am. sincerely. i'm beginning to find greatness. i want to help change things. things are beginning to change for me, i want to help them change for others. the suffering is drained from my soul more and more each day. through suffering and pure emotional torture i have been rewarded with the best friend and the best love i have ever had and will have. he saved my life this summer and he saves it even more with each passing day. at the time when everything was crashing down he came into my life. the timing couldn't have been more right. i've been shown that i have more love in my heart than i could have ever imagined, and better yet i've been shown how to express that love. to me, this is the greatest thing in the world. i wish this for every single one of my friends and family members. each and every one of you deserve it, truly. for the first time in my life i've finally realized i deserve it as well.