Oct 29, 2007 22:00
Today I discovered the limits of every kind of person; myself, family, close friends, acquaintances, and even people I've never met. Humans can have the darkest nature about them at times. And honestly, it can really scare me. Why do people let Satan play such a huge role in their choice-making? Why, when you came here to gain a body and the agency to do what you want with that body, would you give that agency to the one man whose only goal is to make men miserable? I don't get it...
This morning I pictured how I wanted this day to go and this was not it. This morning I "zipped myself up" against negative energies but they still broke through. I think being in our natural state of happiness can take some practice. I also think I need to "zip" myself up more than once in a day. At least at first.
So yeah, my phone got stolen by a bunch of gaymos during the haunted house. Seriously, who does that? They wouldn't return it either. Quite honestly I'm sick of the story already and I just hope people don't bug me about it tomorrow at school.
Strength. Wisdom. Responsibility.